During my third year in university, I was attached in one of the psychiatric hospital. At first, yalah, takut2 jugak.. haha,, mata ni melilau kiri kanan, takut if suddenly ada orang peluk dari belakang. But it was a great experience. Besides, I received my first love letter (ya, when I said first, I mean 1st, im not kidding,, haha,,). This 24 years old guy (a handsome chinesse guy ^^..) got admitted due to schizophrenia. Poor guy, born in a broken family in which became one of the contributing factors to his illness. The parents got separated and the mother was too busy working, as well as the brother. Being abandoned, alone, (kesian kan..), had made him going into depressed and went schizophrenic. In ward, he didnt talk much. But he never refused whenever I asked him to join in carrom playing. He was very good at carrom (ya,, aku pun.. hehe,,). We used to be a good team together.
One day, he gave me a flower, maybe he plucked it somewhere in the garden, and yeah,, a love letter.. I said, OMG!! I was shocked, and at first I was scared to death. Luckily, he was a gentleman, respect others and not doing sembarangan thing. That was why we managed to be friend (I told him that I will get married soon <-- big liar :p). He seemed to understand that but he still keep on giving me flower and letter every morning. I like his handwriting. Very neat and nice type, almost like mine. Yeah, never mind la.. as long as he happy.. FYI, I still have the letters. What do you expect, that was the first time a guy (handsome one) said the he fall in love with me. (For sure, I will keep the letter.. haha,,). My last day of attachment, I didnt see him to say goodbye. Nyesal **. I did that because I was too afraid that he would be very sad, but indeed, I made him sadder (<-- is there such word??). Hm.. macam mana dia sekarang ya?? Hope he will be fine. Actually, if he was not my patient, maybe I.... hahaha,,, who knows,, only God knows why~~ (kidrock) :p Orite, that's all for now...
Nice handwriting...^^
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